my lack of medicine is making me eat everything. i can eat soo fuckin much and i can eat even more. i feel drugged. i'm hungry right now. i feel like im on something right now.

Melani

there's so many fucked up things to see in the world. yes, there is a lot of beauty. yes, there is a lot of fun. yes yes yes but no. i think the ugly overwhelms the beauty. things like a smashed cat on the side of the road with a sign pointing to it saying 'Free cat'. things like child pornography. things like starvation. things like anger, cutting, anorexia, abuse, etc. so many ugly things.