Friday, May 29, 2009

first day of the end of my life

There's been so many times I thought my life was over. That I should just kill myself now and not live thru these unbearable feelings. Soo many times.
I just went thru this month. Yay me.
I forget the point of this little thought... I had a point when i first thought about it but now i totally forget.... huummm
OH!
I realize that killing myself means i would miss many good times but sometimes i think i wouldnt mind it. Maybe i'm just depressed.
I'm not sure if i want to be here or not.

Thats not said as well as how i originally thought it. FUCK!

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