i hate myself
i hate yself
i hhaaattteeee mmmyyyyssseeelllffff

why am i crying?
i had such a good day. why does this happen?
why do i make this happen?
i always think and then i always start.
why do i feel the need to feel like SHIT?!?!?

WHY AM I SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT!?!?!?!?!?!!??!